Quitting Cigarettes

The bell tolls for me. At 32 I've finally accepted the fact that I need to quit smoking and it sucks. Don't worry, I'm riding it out till the New Year. The thing that sucks is that I have no real desire too. Other than the fact that it's terrible for me and can kill me. 

Quitting drinking wasn't that hard because I wanted too and needed too. There's only so many bouncers you can pee on and get punched in the face from where you say to yourself,"I might need to stop this." Doesn't help with an alcoholic dad and grandfather's on both sides either. With smoking, it's different. It's fucking cool. I don't give a shit what anyone says about smelling bad or that it's not socially acceptable anymore.  I simply like me butts.

I'm sticking to it and quitting though. Or, doing my best. God forbid I can't do it and have to go on some sort of quitting medication. I'll feel like such a chump.

The good news is that I'm sure that I'll get easily annoyed with a lot more people come the new year and I'll have a lot more to rant about. 

That being said, I'm smoking Camel Filterless till the December 31st. Can't seem to find a harsher cigarette out there. Any suggestions let me know.