Stable Girl Kills Herself In Front Of Paula Abdul's House

I'm sure Paula Abdul is handling this very well as she herself seems like a stable woman. After Paula Godspeed was rejected on American Idol she went into a downward spiral of pills and eventually killed herself. On a side note, pills seems to be the new thing. I wish I was cool enough to know a doctor back in the day that could get me "PILLS." "What you need Trevor?" "I just need some pills. Get on it DOC!" 

This is indeed a tragic story but I can't help but think that it's somewhat mean to take your own life and then put guilt on someone for why you did it. Abdul herself is a basket case and I'm sure is no stranger to "pills." She certainly doesn't deserve this. Goodspeed (what a last name by the way) probably should have done in front of Cowell's house. I think Abdul for good reason is the nicest judge on that show (not that I've ever watched it) because she's afraid of shit like this happening to her. 

So I am sorry for Goodspeed taking her own life (wasn't that Nicolas's Cage last name in The Rock), and I feel bad for Abdul as well. Hopefully she'll get over this and not have any guilt as this was not her fault in the least. If it makes her feel any better I think she's still kind of spicy in her old age and her craziness intrigues me. 

I'm sure she's an avid reader of this poopy website so I just want her to know that I'm rooting for her. You crazy ex Mrs. Estevez, big breasted,  latino.